PARANOIA

Hey... well... the title sayz it all... why... hmm... the old fear resurfaces... many people wonder why a guy so confident can get all clammed up... well i dunno myself... i am losing it... these few days... haiz... my thots... all about her... seriously... i guess... oh i dunno... sucks man... big reason why i stayed away from relations... far away... shit happens... this paranoia is not baseless... for those who dunno... whenever i have tried being close to someone... the person will suddenly distance themselves... very far away... so i... dunno what to do... people say that my exuberent confidence gives them confidence... but now... hmm... happy go lucky... ??? haiz...

Confused...

Please... let this go thru...

i hope...

we dun distance ourselves...

gone...